now that i’m going home i don’t want to, at all
i wanna stay here, or rather just be nowhere
could i just sleep for a while? i don’t know how much time i need, yet, but i guess around 2-3 weeks should be okay for starters
i hope i will stop hallucinating your smile after i’m done, and that all my memories of you will be erased
it’s simply too painful to be far from you
and to be near to you
And does that suck?
But the difference between these negative feelings and fatphobia is this: The only person worrying about whether or not I’m meeting beauty standards is me.
And that’s not the same for fat folk.
When you’re not thin, other people on the beach actually do take offense. When you’re not thin, people really do think that you shouldn’t be in a bathing suit. When you’re not thin, people really do make your body their moral obligation.
And while your internal struggle is real and significant, the point is: You might hate your body, but society doesn’t.
That’s thin privilege."
so stop letting people treat you as such